Tell me about you? please.

I have this humongous question.
Questions actually. Pretty much everyday for the last few months, weeks.. I wake up and I don't wanna get up. I simply don't have a reason. It's another day, doing nothing, in a place I don't wanna be in.

Maybe you are wondering 'so find and do something' or 'make yourself useful'.
I agree. I want to.
How would you?
I'm sick of the mundane routine. Everything. Whenever I try, all I hear is No. no this, no that, no for everything.

How do you find money to start something? For anything, art, craft whatever, money is required and I don't have it. The capital to start something.
The motivation. I know not how.
Help me?
If you are reading this, tell me how you keep yourself going?

Thank you :)

A cosy find : cocoon

Oh lovely day, hello.
ah and it was one of those days I ended up somewhere I wasn't suppose to, meeting people I wasn't suppose to, spending what I wasn't suppose to. :D yep I shouldn't feel so gleeful.

Anyways let me tell you about my find!
I was walking in one of those roads where the walls of each house is so high you wonder if any of the neighbors actually know each other. While walking I suddenly noticed a little place pop right out. It did pop, like just the previous minute it was n't there and then suddenly it was.

Yep I was heading somewhere, but turns out that place was crowded, so what should I do but turn and go back and in to this little pop up place.
Good thing too! it was so empty [maybe not good for the people who run it, but it was for me!] and spacious and so cosy and  lovely.
Unusually the whole front was glass, which I loved 'cause it's lovely to watch the world :)