forgive me forever..............
That's what I told him. That's what I asked him. In his innocence he asked why and I couldn't tell him.
The truth is I lived a lie for 8 months of the past year and I tried to tell someone. and recently I had to live that lie for a day. It scares me cz I know I have to hold the reins of my life and steer it and take responsibility.
the conflict between cultures.